My run in with the Illuminati

  English is not my first language, so I'm sorry if there are grammatical errors. Here's a really condensed version of the story. I started playing a Star Wars mobile game in 2021 on my brother's recommendation, he was already playing it. I also started using Discord platform and joined our guild's server, but I hardly talked to people there. At the time I was at my parents' house looking after my mother who was suffering from dementia. My mother died in 2022, but I still stayed in the house even though I have my own small apartment in another city. At the time I was in my mid-thirties, university dropout, unemployed, I had not worked for ~16 years, I had never dated, I was poor, no social network and had spent most of my life indoors infront of a computer. Also during my university years I was diagnosed with severe depression, anxiety and a unique timeless state of being, as if I didn't see the passage of time and I just kept reliving the same day on a loop....